heyhey. I MISS MY BOYFRIEND BADLY. ahh. four days cant meet him cuz he working night shift. IISS duty. lame duty lor. anyway jus came back with my familys from geylang. the bakuteh there is damn nice okay. im in love with it. taste great. but we waited for very long to be serve. its worth to be waiting.

okay. im thinking of opening a blog shop. who wanna be my partner? i got lots of un-wear accessories. and un-use perfume. even clothes too. never wore before at all.

today went sch for my science lessons. boring la. during physics lesson we watched 'one missed call'. the teacher never teach lor. cuz we jus had our midyear and somemore holiday is jus near by so he intend to watch movie. watch halfway through went off with joanne. she went to lavender while me went back home and rot. (:

im happy with my life right now.

counting down to my KL and genting trip and lastly my bday. (: cheers!

♥ 11:10 PM

long await post.... cuz last few days really don have the mood to post. now me and dear are okay alr. i know all along he love me but im the one who always think too much. okay. jus came back from my grandma hse. o.O

last two night had been working night shift at Kallang Leisure Park. well. they need pper so the incharge called me and ask me to work. so i will be working at different places. the newly downtown E HUB and luckychinatown. but a week only work 2 to 3 days. -.-! okay. as for KLP i tell u pper pls do not go there. there is really nothing to walk or shop there. when i reach there i was like damn cold lor. it is really freezing when i step inside. firstly not much shop are open and very little shop although the places are really big. and there is a cinema over there but is not GV or CATHAY. dunno what ulu cinema. weird la. mostly people went there are familys and they were there for sushi restaurant or KBOX buffet. i wonder in a day dunno how many people step into that building. maybe approximately 500 ba. not counting staffs working there.

im glad dear come all the way here to fetch me when i knock off at 3am. he did not sleep. so touched la. if he never come and fetch me i think i will reach home around 5am. -.-!! due to the long journey of transport.

sch holidays are here. happy. ((:


i love him!

♥ 12:12 AM

chinese o's level today. yup. i have been posted to KCPSS. aft paper went over to TTSH to give dear a big surprise. and indeed he was really happy to see me. i bought LJS for his lunch. he was there doing his duty. (: first time hearing him say THANK YOU to me ah. YOU ARE WELCOME!

im down. really down. im tired. i don wish to say anything or comment about anything more. im tired. i can be really annoying at times idk why. insecured. im the type of girls who is a BF girl. im obedient. im simple. what you did to me i will return to you twice. i want to go home. i have a lot of things in my mind right now. i need to go to the beach. i feel like crying but tears jus wont drop. hmm. maybe im too tired to shed tears alr. idk why. sometimes i got this mindset that my life really sucks. really damn sucks. how i wish i can die peacefully. everythings sucks. i hate it.

"WEI LE NI WO LIAN ZUN YAN DOU KE YI BU YAO"

ignore me ba.

♥ 12:20 AM

i miss you! dear ATTENTION okay?

in the evening went chanting session with my familys den back to j8 to have our dinner. walked around pasar malam and home sweet home. back home study for my chinese. letter writting i must score well. (: *grins* A2 okay? got a call from my ex company. ask me to work part time and i agree. 4days only. hais. dear is working night shift today so bored. yesterday i watch channel 8 9pm show and the girl died. what she wrote in her diary is really touching. i cried. so treasure the people around you.

uploaded pics.

♥ 1:23 AM

jus came back from grandma hse.

this morning woke up super early at 6.30am. den i got the urge to play viwawa. so i play until 11.30am den stop and quickly change and went to meet javenye. and now im super super tired. my curtain (eyes) going to close alr. :P we went MOS for our lunch den meet joy and went ps to collect her repaired hp. MOTOROLA **** okay. idk why. hahs. we went swensen to have our ice cream. fav dessert of the month. (: yum yum. we 3 girls really talk alot. june holidays planning to go lots of places like snowcity, escape theme park. hahas. kids stuff.

oh no. o's level chinese is coming real real soon. i want to get A2!

to my precious dearest NEOHNEOH, (:

i really want to thank you so much. you know why. thanks for that expensive treat. thanks for everything you give me. thanks a million. ilu! but you know i really don like you to pay attention to ur soccer stuff. and i don wanna say it here. you know why. i want to grow old with you. (: loving you is the best thing which i ever had. kick ur bad habits away. i want to be your "gen pi chong".


testing of a webcam. cousins and me at grandma hse. we shared the same birthday. but different age of cuz. (:

shit. my mmc reader lost. cant upload pics. shall find it and upload again.

♥ 11:50 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM!

dear brought us to crystal jade for celebrations. we orderded shark fin set dinner. and it were indeed delicious. yum yum. oh. i really need a new battery for my digital camera. the battery which im using now is flat dead. when i put into my camera. it does not funtion properly. meaning when i took pics there is no image which i couldnt view. argh. so so so angry.

yesterday suppose to go vivio with jasyin and meishan for shopping. BUT jasyin cant make it. so postponed. den me and dear went chinatown to collect our coach tickets. this time. hopefully i can get into casino without the security gaurd chasing me out. pleassee. i want to win lots of money. i want to turn 21. i want to passed my o's. i want to go NYP. i want you so much. :P

whenever i step into mrt or buses. i saw newspaper regarding sichuan earthquake. and there will be a charity show on channel 8 this coming sunday. 25/5/05. please go and watch and make a donation okay? 没有人知道，灾难会在什么时间、什么地方降临。那些不幸的罹难者，只是我们的替身而已，因为他们的离去，所以我们还活着。每一个生者，都必须行动起来：抗震救灾、重建家园，也重建那些受到创伤的精神家园......


watermelon or pumpkin?




sharkfin


snapshot. my mum talking on the phone.

my bro too shy to take pics.


the one i love. <3

♥ 9:53 AM

YOYO! some updates! morning went over to one of my fren hse warming. im so envy of her. her hse is so damn nice. damn rich ah. a jus married couple who lives in a 5 room HDB flat in pasir ris har. envy envy envy. i love her hse renovation. so modern.(: aft that went to changi airport terminal 3 with my two besties. we superrrr longgg never meet up alr. those funs and laughters we had are still the same. took some pics only. my battery are flat. this battery are making me irritated. cuz it can only last for like 1hour. hais my dad fault who make lost the good battery. sadded. i have yet buy another new ones. aft that went to bishan and had our dinner and then home sweet home.

and now dear is at my hse watching soccer. GOAL GOAL. tml vesak day = no sch.

pics of the day.


me and candy.

jason and me

♥ 12:41 AM

hahas. this is my baby boy. cute right? opps. im kidding. he is my godson. (: my best fren son. damn cute isnt he? she is my best fren. my closest fren ever. but now seldom meet alr. i miss her.





well. nothing much happening today. morning went over to dear ah ma place baibai. den back home.

i hate peoples who nag at me. stop nagging and irritates me.

dear dotes and loves me! i miss u! (:

♥ 10:21 PM

last paper! finally. hurray. aft paper cabbed home straight. cuz my stomach is giving me lots of problem. damn! when i was doing paper i really did not pay attention to the question. hurting me so much that i cant think properly. ): i think this paper maybe will not did well. i tried my best. and yups. reached home eat medicine and sleep. in the evening went out with my familys for chanting session. aft that meet dear. i haven eaten since 3plus okay. now abit hungry only. later we are going to have our crabbing dinner at this hour. woo hoo. mon vesak day = no sch. i can have my beauty sleep. and oh ya. june holidays i will be going to genting again with dear and his mum and aunties. and this time we will be going KL too. shop shop shop. (:

my bro wearing my lap coat. professor BEN. he is being force by me to take this pic.



me and meishan

triple. me, meishan and jasyin

♥ 11:06 PM

heyhey! long time no blog. well. midyr going to over alr. left science, geo/ss. english paper difficult. chinese normal. maths alright. practical alright.

this morning aft practical, rains very heavy so cabbed down to tpy and meet siewyin. had our hair cut at one of the actress "yang li bing" saloon. my fringe became so short. cut wrongly. my god. aft that had our lunch. we got nothing to do so decided to watch movie "what happens in vegas" rating 5/5 some parts can really makes us laugh real loud. (: show ended she left for work. and me went home. tuition cancelled. no program. bored. -.- tml no papers for me. (:

overdue pics

IN SCHOOL (:








Quiz from JAMES~

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

i will be damn angry. and thinks why he wanted to do that to me

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

i want to married the guy i love. (:

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?

underwater world. cool!

#4 are you single or attached?

attached!

#5 what's your idea lover like?

loving. caring

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

of cuz being love by someone

#7 if the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for him/her to change his/her feeling?

yes. i would wait for him.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

i will keep quiet

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

nope. (:

#10 what do you want most in life?

love. peace and happy

#11 is being tagged fun?

yah! but no one tag me. sad

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?

successful! a brand new me

#13 who is currently the most important person to you?

bf. family and frens

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

never forgets about me. hees

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

married but poor. i rather choose the one who i love than money

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?

see my hp got any msg

#17 would you give all in a relationship?

yes. i would give out all that i could

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

i would pick the one who love me more

#19 what type of friends do you like?

those you can trust. talks alot. fun to be with. able to get along

#20 do you believe in first sight?

yes. i do believe

here are the 8 lucky people who's gonna be tagged :
jasyin
joanne
xiao cheryl
angel
katherina
sherman
sharon
mabel

♥ 12:58 AM

HAPPY MOTHER DAY!

celebrations held during yesterday. well. as for my mum she went out with my grandma and others to crystal jade. i never tag along. stay home for tuition. exams tml! my god. i still haven study for a single thing yet except for chinese. but im not going to fail. hahas. english tml no need to study la. nothing to study also. (: tml will be a long long day. papers until 6.30. english den chinese. ):

hahas. survival soccer tonight. total there is 10 match. LOL. dear cant watch. too bad. :P he is on night shift. im updating the score to him every minS! i think im a soccer fans too. (: cheers!

overdue pics.

i love this slippers of mine.


KIMICHI RAMEN

CHAR SIEW RAMEN

they are located at orchard shopping centre. the japanese ramen. 1 big bowl 12bucks. u can eat till very very full. worth it! lots of japanese people went there.

♥ 10:47 PM

ah ha! early in the morning went pansonic tower for redemptions of voucher. aft that head back to his home. ah ma bday celebrations at his hse. alot of people came. i eat till super full. 2plates of food. the food is so so so much. MJ again. birthday cake will be durian cake. yucks! idk! is so damn smelly. eeks! mother's day tml. (:

arrival of his new plasma tv.

dear cousins charles.



well. more pics will be upload until i get the pics from them.

♥ 12:43 AM

peeps! this morning went sch for my science. nothing to comment abt that. eeks! (: went out with joanne to town. din took any pics. accompany her bought her stuff, mother's present. shop around. 4plus we left town. meet dear at amk. buy present for her ah ma. tml will be her ah ma big day. BUFFET at his hse. wahahas. im craving for the food. okay. and now he is at my hse playing ps2. (: cute. im no longer working anymore. long story. -.- any part time job intro pls tag me.

okay. as i have said earlier on. i lend my camera to my dad for his japan trip. and i gave 1 spare battery for him so that he don need to bring charger. and when he came back he make lost one of my good condition battery. the bads one are with me and which can only last for half an hour. i have to go and buy a new battery which cost 90bucks. damn ex la. so nowadays no pic to took.

this is my dad in japan. the scenery is so beautiful.



LANVIN Paris perfume. the smell is super nice. pls go and buy.

♥ 1:29 AM

o.O today actually no need to go sch. but received a sms saying that i need to go back for my oral this morning. not that bad for my oral. but very nervous. aft that went to find dear. was at his hse for the whole day. nothing to do la. same old thing. he came back from his night shift. sleep. zZz den i have finish watching 'dou niu yao bu yao' happy ending. what i did not expected was. they get married. very very sweet. how ruo he propose his love to yi sheng xue. sweet sweet sweet. mother's day coming real soon. two celebrations on this sat at dear hse. mother's day celebration and his ah ma bday. buffet. i love buffet. as for my mum. will be bringing her out to eat. (: tml science. mid year next week! oh my gosh! time for preparations.

♥ 9:07 PM

DEAR HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY! 7/5/08

went class in the morning. im so sway. overslept in bus. drop off at queensway shopping centre and walk to sch. -.-! relief teacher in my class. he was teaching but no one listens. sadded. no oral for me. wait till fri ba. aft sch dear came fetch me. lobang jasyin and meishan to mrt. aft that we went PS. walk around and play acarde while waiting for tong and yvonne. had our lunch at MANHANTAN FISH PLACE. is another type restaurant of fish & co. food there not bad. rather expensive. aft lunch watch IRONMAN. movie rating 3/5. the start of the show quite boring. i felt asleep. middle part den interesting. went back his home aft that.

a picture of me and meishan. actually got another pic with jasyin but i don want to put. my face not nice.


my new mlphosis bag. latest colour brown.


tong & yvonne sea food platter for two


dear a must have fish & chip


my sea food platter for one


forget to take our faces. so funny la.

♥ 11:31 PM

this morning went sch for my english lesson. im not late. i think i really need 7hours of beauty sleep. english was so damn boring. chit chat during the lesson. we were told that our english oral starts today. the whole class was like WHAT?! no one informed us. and the reply was an sms were sent to us. none of us had receive. one hour later an sms were received. it was too late. we haven even prepare yet. it was so last min. their management really need to improve. as and when they cancel our lesson or last min make up lesson. irdk.

before class dismiss i text a msg to dear said "are u awake?" his replied "i jus woke up. u come find me lor." i knew he will overslept. while walking to the carpark i saw some familiar car. and it was HIM. so so so happy. he actually came. i kana fake by him again. (: love him. he lobang angel, ellycia and kat to tiongbahru plaza. aft that we went town to buy present for his fren, walk around. had our lunch at ajisen raman. met his mum at amk to go courts and buy television. bought a 42inch plasma tv and a tv rack. its so cool! went back his home rest. our dinner for the day chilli crab again with his cousins. some routines. MJ and soccer aft that.

NEWCASTLES vs CHELSEA score score score!

♥ 9:56 PM

heys! this morning gone to work and aft that came home for tuition. and yep. my work environment is fun. nice collegues i have. well. the weather is so damn hot. freaking hot. -.-"

LOVES MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND.

i love to be with you every now and then. i dunno why i always thinks of you when u are not with me. i hope you too. counting down to our 1 yr anniversary. it will be both of us longest relationship. for the past months. we had small/major/big quarrels. but still manage to get over it. and i hope it will always be. recently i changed to be a more stronger girl which i don use to be. put aside of anythings in my mind. it will be better for me rather than thinking of stupid things.

i get emotional at times. i shed tears easily. sometimes im sad i dunno who to talk to. i dunno what am i suppose to do. everyday trying not to think too much. maybe u will said that im still a small kid who always create nonsence. fine. u will never knows what im thinking okay. i have failed relationship before. and i don want yet another to happen. you too knows i always put u in my first place. i rather accompany you than my frens. i never insist you to go shopping with me. and how about you? thinking of soccer, mj, ur games.

im rather emo now. sadded! bye! gtg.

♥ 10:22 PM