ONE MORE DAY TO LONG HOLIDAY! WOOHOO! cant wait! 5days holiday! i love chinese new year! because is the time that familys get together and i love reunion dinner! this year will be a different one. totally different aft 3years. yesterday my ex's mum text me, she is a really nice lady. i don text her but she text me and called me sometimes to check on how im doing? though things are different now, but still we do contact sometimes. i dunno what to say to her when meet but still she wanna meet me. well, she asked me to pay a visit during cny. its weird though. as a respect i need to go. (: sometimes the duration of a relationship doesnt mean the longer both of u are together means the love is strong enough. well, seriously i think is the time we spent on one another and the happiness in it. aft all this, i realised 3, 5 or 10years doesnt mean anything. he wrote, "well, have i make the right choice from the start?" well, is ur choice. you choose to leave me no matter how i beg you. awwww. stop being emo cheryl. anyway! im happy with birddyyyyy!!!

this year cny, bert lee is going to bring to his friend's house! hehe. and of cuz my clique too.

last weekend, went to re-dye my hair with the accompany of miss jojo. and yes! this time is damn damn red and is very obvious. compared to the other time, when i went back to office, nobody notice it but now is different. aft which, did our mani, pedi and eye brow trimming. totally not enough time for us to do so much stuff. had a quick shop. i bought heels, dress, and of cuz a ben sherman polo for birddyyyy. he is very fortunate to have me! hehehe. awwww, his eyes have not recover yet. )': im soooo guilty. supposed to went powerhouse with the cliques but i accompany him instead over the weekends. i like! becuz is nice! having your loves one by ur side is totally awesome! he is always so sweet to me! when im hungry, i always get to eat! <3 hugs!

one more day to reunion dinner!

♥ 12:07 PM

last weekend, went FEP with carrisa after work to had my hair dyed. and yep! i dyed red but is not obvious. only can be seen when there is sunlight. aft so many years i finally made up my mind of dying hair. ^^ seriously i scared my hair will damage and turn cui. anyway, i like my hair now! after which went to my dad's co for company dinner together with carria. and wow! the place we had for dinner near by there's this restaurant called STEWARD RIVERBOAT the environment is damn damn freaking nice. a place for dating. im so wanna go there! pictures to be upload soon. aft that me went homeground with the cliques. its been like a month since i stepped inside. and of cuz approval by bird lee. (: aft awhile i left to find the birdieeeeee who is having sore eye at home. ):

bad news bad news. bird lee kena sore eyes from me. ): now is my turn to take care of him. praying he will recover soon before cny. watching him with his eyes swollen and teary eyes, my heart really pains. when im having this, he is the one who is always by my side. before bed, he will dripped eye drop for me. it melts me totally. (:
yday midnight, accompany the big baby who finally decide to visit the doctor. so we cabbed to khoo teck puat hospital. and yeah consultation fees 85bucks. ): aft that supper at 925. loves!

awwww. both of our medical fees cost us a bomb man. 200 hundred over dollars. what a year to start with. all thanks to miss javenye qua who spread to me first. )':

oh yeah. cny is coming real soon. cant wait cant wait.

im missing my boy now. <3

♥ 11:33 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE SIM!

busy busy busy. what a day to start with at the beginning of 2011. phew!!! i kena sore eyes! all partly thanks to miss javenye qua! ): im on 5days mc. and i spent a bomb on medical bills but luckily able to claim some from company. hehe. my mc gone! ke lian sia. visited to the clinic for twice. neighbourhood clinic den KTP hospital. the consultation fee ish 85bucks! pig lee is so nice to came and find me aft his viewing! oh my oh my! but luckily my eyes recovered now. and im back to work. one week of work must clear. ):

during this period of sore eyes, pig lee have been taking care of me. :D im like a princess. hehe. he dripped eye drop for me before bed. sweet ttm! and now im at his place waiting for him to come back. (: (: i have the sweetest you.

work is really busy. today at work, suddenly i hate those POs on my desk. it cause me real headache. zzzzzzzzzz. but the feeling of going back to work after a week of rest is super nice feeling. i have enough sufficient of rest. not forgetting there's another long holiday again for chinese new year! yeah!!!! super looking forward! but this year really is very different compared to the past year. but still, i really love and like what im having now. this is how i should live now. i've been shopping and spending super alot lately. sigh, wanna earn all the hard earn money back asap.

i don club like how i used to club last time. idk why and i do not know the reason for not partying on every weeks. jus don like it. perharps something or someone really stop me from doing all this. o.O i follow my heart.

tomorrow, TGIF! ps: i wanna go on a holiday!

♥ 10:12 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOHUI!

i seldom club now. this is good!

MY EYE IS F PAIN! SWOLLEN, INFECTION. just visited the doctor in the morning FML! im on mc for 2days. hehehehehehehehe. thus im at my comfy bedroom now.

i think im too niceeee to everyone around me thus im always get bullied! :( being nice to you and in the end what do i see? people backstabbed you, cursed you. human beings are sadistic. tsk tsk tsk. i aint referring to anyone jus a passing remarks.

well, now in office i have great companions who never failed to laugh at me always. everyday at work time passed fast. i love working, it keeps me occupy as always.

a surprised from love. <3 to motivate me to get an iphone 4! swaraoski crystal.

♥ 5:19 PM

HAPPY 2011!

the first post of 2011.
brand new year! i don feel is 2011 now. maybe when cny is arriving den the feel is here. i hoped this year will be good year for me regardless of love, money, work, friends and family.

LOVE
im suck at r/s. idk how to maintain well. i hoped i've choosen the right one. for the past 3years idk what im doing. maybe that's not called love. ): now i've met him. the feeling is totally different. i felt that i've never been treaten this way for the past years. because im the one who pamper him instead. sigh. i feel im such a retard, stupid and stubborn girl. as for now, is really totally different. the attention, pamper and every little things he does. it changes me alot. and to him, he is a changed man too. i know its bad to compare, well, but seriously is really totally different. i hope and i wish. everything goes smoothly. <3 im a happy girl now.

MONEY and WORK
work is really busy. it keeps me occupy. (: and i got my increment. boss is nice. colleague is nice too. co is expanding now. i love my co. if there's no work there's no money! i spend and i save.

FAMILY
i love my family. i miss sister when she is away. no one argue with me and no one to talk to. waiting for 2012 to her return. i hoped she is doing great. :D mummy is always as naggy but still is for our own good. i love her cooking. i wanna master some cooking skills from her! hehe. daddy is always as busy with his work. never really get to see him, our timing always crushed! brother has grown up. and i hope he wont go stray at this critical period. the teenage period is always very easy to get influence. i hoped he will did well for his N level next year. i've a happy family.

FRIENDS
friends come and go. i have a few bff, sister and clique. they are always never failed to be there for me. :DD im lazy to mention who are they. :P you know who u are. i think i have a really bad attitude or maybe a bit straightfoward towards them? pardon me if i am. ): i wanna stay as long as i can with them!

alright. i sound like some sha B. HAHA.

♥ 10:41 AM