tiring to the maximum. i slept at 5am this morning and woke up at 7am for work. i felt like a zombie!

yday celebrated bff siewyin bday with her bf, weiting and jojo came along.
dinner at crystal jade steamboat at plaza sing. damn ffull. -__- we ate alot alot. super long nv meet them alr since my bday celebration i think? 10yrs of friendship and still counting on and on uh. though now we are like busy with our own stuff, r/s, work, new friends but still we maintain well. we should really meet up often to gossip like how we use to. i super missed those secondary school days. human beings is really funny. when u are studying u tend to hate school and wished you could work. but when u work, you tend to go back sch. wth right. 人就是犯贱的. towards r/s also the same. you don treasure and cherish and yet when u lose him/her den the word "regret" came to your sense. and everything will be too late. omg, suddenly i felt im so emotional. HAHA! not enough sleep!!

back to yday thingy.
aft that us usual powerhouse with pigpig and clique. i think i have been partying almost every week till i went there i don get any excitement. lol. jus stoning all the way there. seeing people having fun, get drunk and dance dance dance. i purely jus went there to chill. lol. i think im mad now. go there stone. i dare not drink alot becuz i knew today i gotta work. super hate the feeling of being hangover during work. now my eyes wanna close. save me!! still got 5more hours to go. jyjy! supper at jalan kayu, and i had my maggie goreng! urber nice can! u always full filled my cravings of food and i know im always hungry! LOL! reached home at 5am. this is fseriously tiring! im trying to keep my eyes open as wide as possible. wednesday partying is a nono thing now. haissss!!

i bth alr. ciao! im gg to take a nap during lunch.

before i end this post.
the couple thingy.
i love KOI. please queue KOI for me again okay?

♥ 12:12 PM

time to update again. seriously, i really cant manage my time well enough. work is always busy. everyday same routine. =/ rushing like a mad dog.

weekends was great! saturday BBQ at east coast with colleagues. aft that went over to clementi kbox and lastly supper at west coast macdonald. reached home at 6am in the morning and i slept at 8am all the way till 6pm. 10hours of sleep! shiokness!

sunday watch soccer match at khatib bottle tree park with the irritating pig and the rest. ((: jus some simple finger food cost 80bucks. tsk tsk.

monday. aft work met up with blackie jojo. we had a very nice meal. japanese food at watami. we ate alot alot alot. they gave us a 4-6 person sofa seats. haha. cuz the food is simply alot. aft that last min plan. head to princep street ktv met up with sister ahbe to celebrate victor's bday.

i love BBQ and steamboat with friends. and i love to eat. im always hungry!!currently status, i love my life now. everyday work, chill with clique and of cuz my love one. love them ttm. without them i think everyday i hide at home and emo myself alone. )): and yup. i've stop thinking those unhappy stuff. moving on and on. i can see that you are now very happy with ur new partner. well well, i see the changes in you. for the past three years, maybe im not that important to u at all or maybe yes? i don see u treat me that well. maybe she is your type of girl. sometimes in a r/s is not being how long u be with that person. even if is 10yrs or so once the love no more meaning no matter how hard you tried u still couldnt get back for what you have lost. to me, what is a r/s? i dunno. im tired of having one sided love. fucking emo now. i realised my blog songs is super emo!!

BTO no more! my dreams and everything gone. ha! say so much also no use and no point of keep repeating those stuff over and over again. im not gonna post anything about the past. seriously.

most probably i will post the pictures in my next post.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BFF SIEWYIN!

my workload. the mathematics.

♥ 12:09 PM

special date today. 20102010. damn nice.

HAPPY BIRHTDAY JONANTHAN FOO!

damn tired and sleepyyyyy now. every morning when the clock hit 6am. how i wish i don have to wake up for work. and im so used to your morning call, chandrapguta. i know you will be reading one la. cuz you very 38~! and i hope i spelled ur name correctly, super lazy to go and double check again. today im late cuz that pig must be didnt hear the alarm rang! i woke up at 7am. how great can that be. quickly chiong and shower den cab to work. tadahhh. money gone again. but okay la. rarely took cab to work now. oh! i feel so sleepyyyy now. i wanna lie on my big bed like now!!

i think im an owl already. i cant get to sleep only when the clock hit at 4am. )): mostly everynight went out for supper. HANS and mandai dim sum is the love. and i slept for 2hours den off to work.

yday aft my work, met the girls. val and von at northpoint. settle down to have our dinner den head to von's place for mj session with his brother and i won the 3 of them. hehe. super happy. i rarely play one ok. now i think i must play more often. :DDD after that head to jon's place to give him a bday surprise at 12am with the rest of the gangs. and again hans for supper. ((:

jyjy for ur IPPT today okay.

♥ 12:23 PM

oh my oh my! my blog is rotting. turning mouldy. )): busy week!!

sick for the past few days. fml can. cough, sore throat, flu, fever and blocked nose. now im fully recover. i can feel the fresh air. hehe. past few days im like a sick cow duh and still i goes to work no matter how high the fever is. like a dying person and worse is i didnt went to visit the clinic. when i wanted to visit on friday. CLOSED! well done uh! luckily, all the sickness went off.

saturday. 16.10.10

celebrated miss delphine's bday at TABOO some gay club at NEIL road. nice experience. and as usual the bday girl drunk. haha. we had lotsa fun at taboo. seeing both guy hug, dance and kiss together. eeeks!!! gays loves to wear singlets. i realised that! hahahaha. we paid $25 bucks for the cover charge and get to drk free flow of alchohol till 12am. damn worth it! and aft that we went to one of the ktv pub to chill. and off to meet my precious. pictures to be upload.

sunday supper at hans. i love hans!
the little things u did for me and it melts me totally.

♥ 12:19 PM

DOWN WITH FEVER THIS TWO DAYS. UPDATE AGAIN WHEN I RECOVER. ((:

i feel so sick and yet i still go work.

i love the morning calls u gave me.

♥ 1:20 PM

morning people! i got the sudden urge to blog early in the morning and here i am! hehe. :DD

i love my bunch of silly and crazy girls.
ahbe, javenye, delphine, janice, yvonne, siewyin, weiting
they are always there with me when i need them. <3

well, i think i have enough sleep alr. becuz i slept at 12am. ((: that's a good news! ha! its been a long time since i went shopping with the girls. everyone is busy with their stuff except nightlife and we meet out to party. cant wait for weekends arrival! most probably meet up with the girls for some shopping, chilling and gossiping session perharps.
i've so much stuff need to buy.
- new clothes
- pedicure
- sandals
- cosmetics
- random stuff
cant wait cant wait!

facebook games is very addictive. baking life, fishville, nightclub city, cafeworld. i like! im always into these games whenever there's internet connection and i will play.
i don know how to use twitter. ):

i've add some new songs in my blog. i know is emo. but i like!
i've alot alot of pictures. yet to upload in fb and blog.
- universal studio
- party
- kbox @ scape

lastly,
you're still the one who stay with me all along. ((:

♥ 9:13 AM

FML! i is feeling very sleepy and tired the whole week. i slept only for 2-3hours everyday. 6am prepare for work. very very tired. on my way to work, slept in train. on my way home, slept in bus. the worst thing is i complained i don have enough sleep and still when im home i don bother to sleep early. HA! couldnt sleep nah not i don want.

yday, nv went club. that's a mircacle. as promised im gonna clubber lesser and i mean it! im a good girl okay! hehehehe.

from this moment, im not gonna post anything about you anymore. it just simply hurts too much till there isn't any reasons for me to shed a single tears.
i know who is truthful to me. i know who dotes me and i know who cares BUT not YOU.

another coach wristlet from USA.

♥ 1:40 PM

its been a long long time since i last update my bloggie.

busy for the past few weeks. busy with work too. not much time for me to blog. now there's a new admin girl in office and thus my workload will be much lesser. hehehe.
and i can update my blog regularly. yeah!

updates for the past weeks.
celebrated yvonne's and lance's bday at princep street. the crew room
and the following saturday valerie's bday at powerhouse. i slept a few hours only for the past 2weeks. i felt like im a zoombie now. )):

yday supper at mandai road. and again i slept for 2hours. and i had my KOI bubble tea from the sweetest handsome bert. hehehe. to me, you are always so sweet la. and now im at work and i feel tired ttm. have to wait for next month public holiday. )): i ish deprive of sleep. cant wait for weekends arrival.

the day you left me, and you found the one. how great can that be. i don wanna mention about you anymore in my next post. and i hope so.

and i always told myself. what is love? what is a relationship?
a commitment? or used to one another already? fuck everything okay.
perharps all along, this isnt call love. and to those who read my blog. don ask me anything. i choose to remain silence and don want others to know what exactly happen. too tired of everything.

i need someone to dote me and pamper me. not the opposite.

nice right. the diamond. i like!

♥ 11:16 AM