HELLO PEEPS! greetings from 10am! and im in office lazying around. well! its a saturday what! HAHA. i slept for like 2hours? why? mj-ing at pig lee house yday. jojo and janice went too. i lose 8bucks. not bad la! i think im improving. hehe. need practice and pay school fees more! now i don feel tired and sleepy but i guess when the clock strike at 2pm, and thats it! i straight concuss on bed. i shall put on my mask later. ((: since back from taiwan trip i bought like 5boxes of my beauty diary mask and i only used once or twice (pieces).:DD
2010 is going to end. i hoped 2011 will be a much much better year and i is looking forward to christmas and chinese new year.
now i have both frens working with me in the same co. siewyin, my 10yrs classmate and another one is sweetheart sister. my life is great. everyday - eat, sleep, shop, chill, mj.
though, i have a failed relationship and im letting go slowly. stop thinking about those unhappy stuff. sometimes im really scared to go deeper to a new r/s. i dare not think much and yearn for many stuff. im slowly getting use to everything without you. overall is three years together with you and a few months without you. memories will always remained as memories. a few weeks ago, i received a letter from HDB regarding our BTO. well, its cancelled. the moment i read this letter and the feeling is like receiving a divorce letter. funny uh. ha! who knows, maybe few months letter you are the one who receive my wedding invitation. well! thats life! supposed to have our new dream together with you, and starting a new family jus only you and me. and in a short moments everything gone! i don even know whats the reason for you to leave me. everyone around me have been asking what happen? i really dk how to answer. feelings slowly faded away or maybe there's no chemistry between us at all. or maybe the girl you met melted your heart. enough of all this. im tiredddddd.
on a side note, i met pig lee a year ago. and previously im attached so didnt went any further till now.
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